Just Thoughts

Thank goodness for music.  It's keeping me sane right now. I think it's very unfortunate though, that I have to wait for the 3:00 bus though.  I would much rather just get on a bus now. (time for a new piece of gum.. Mmmm... real gumm... ^_^) Hmm... I need some up beat music.. something exotic, hypnotic.. erotically pulsing through my ears and down through my very core.. and Pandora just isn't doin' it for meh.. You've never let me down before.. so what's gotten into ya? O.o Why are you failing me now.. in this time of great need.  Why all the slow music? It's difficult to find things that aren't today's repetitive pop hits that still have the umph and speed that I look for. Thank you "Bond" for being there for me. It is a group of three women who all play stringed instruments that have taken classical pieces and fused them with electronic beats and whatnot. It's pretty awesome if I do say so myself. 

Lets talk about today.. (I wish I had something that I could put my feet up onto..) anyways, So I did not have the horrible shoe and sock incident that I dealt with yesterday, but my feet still hurt a little. For a completely different reason though; I'm wearing heels. I think I will wear them tomorrow too becuase my friend was telling me that I get all dressed up and then cover it up, so I might as well flaunt it a little bit while he is around. It'll make him feel better. Maybe even might sway him to choosing me over that b!tch of a girlfriend he has (sort of).  I just hope that aesthetically pleasing means wont be the way I have to convince him. Anywho, I was talking about today's events. So I get on the bus and sit next to a friend of mine, Alex, and have a quiet but pleasent ride to the SRJC, listening to music and watching the fog lift. (mental note: it is 2:30. Watch the clock). So I was enjoying the ride to school, got here and went to my art class. On monday we had a female model. Today was a different story entirely. We had a black male.  He was so exotic and powerful in his poses. The majority of them were on one leg and balancing for over 5 minutes. Crazy yes? I thought so. At one point we were doing one minute long sketches and we did at least ten of those. We would lightly sketch the pose, just capturing the essence of what it was the model was doing, then wipe it away until there was nothing more than a faint outline of what was before, and draw over it when he changed positions. It was intense, but I thuroughly enjoyed it.  It forced me to not be such a perfectionist, pushed me outside my borders and taught me how to go faster with more precision.  Overall, a wonderful class session.  I learned a lot when pushed like that. Maybe that is a lesson for me.. that I need to push myself even more with other aspects and problems or situations in my daily life. YES!! An upbeat song that isn't sh!tty :D Win freaking rawr!  (mental note: it is 2:50). So I went to my figure drawing class, then straight to choir. I placed as an Alto 1, which was cool and met a couple people in my section. I sit next to a girl named Sky who looks like an interesting character. She looks spunky and free spirited, mixed with a little gothic punk rocker. Which is all cool, I don't mind. The only thing that I did not like about today was the fact that I couldn't get into the Chamber Singers group.. that was slightly depressing. It wasn't because of my abilities, but because the class is already too full. [Gosh I want to just go clubbing right now.. so bad. I want to feel the pulse of the music rock my soul and move my feet while having the time of my life with friends].. Anyways, so I went to choir, then got food, and now I am here.. and will be leaving soon.. like, within the next 3 minutes or so. I need to go catch that bus. So I will end this now, and start my slow journey over to the bus stop where I will then take the bus and get home at 5:30. yay.. stoked. not. Anywho, I shall say goodbye.. PeaceLove and all that Jazzzzzz.. speaking of which I should read the first chapter in my jazz book.. which I don't have. I'll go get that now. PEACE