Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Embarrassed beyond belief.
Well hell.. I failed the test. I don't take failure lightly so I'm currently sobbing in the back of the van because I can't freaking stand to step out into daylight. Not only because of the fact that my face looks horrid due to the fact that I've been crying and it's disgusting, but also because I'm ashamed of myself. I did everything right except for the fact that I did not look over my shoulder when merging into a different lane. I feel like such an idiot! Such a stupid mistake! I feel like I could just hole myself up for days because it was such a noob thing to do. FML. The instructor even told me.. X| I feel like such a dumbass.. How could I fail something that I had been preparing for, for six freaking months?! I have a feeling I'm going to be beating myself down for this one for a very long time..
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So you failed...everyone fails at something so you re not alone in that concept. Its ok to feel down about it and all that but its not ok to let it affect you for too long a period. If at first you don't succeed you try and try again. To fail is bad enough, to give up its a tragedy.
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