Oh Goodnessssssss

Guess where I am :D ... the library. Go figure right? -_-
So I missed my art class this morning cause of the fact that I fell asleep at 2 this morning and needed the extra hour to sleep.  But I woke up at 6 anyways because even though I told my dad that he shouldn't wake me up at the usual time, he still did.. which was kind of aggravating. Anywho, so I missed my art class and I have an hour to kill here before choir.. and then I am probably going to come back here and write another post or continue this one cause afterwards, I am going to have like, 3 hours to kill before the bus comes... I should probably be doing my english essay.. but it's already done minus the introduction and conclusion.. which happen to be the most difficult parts for me, but it's whatever. I can do it in a snap if it comes to me (which I hope it does.. it generally does).  So I should tell the whole world about my weekend (even though only one person is "watching").  Actually.. I will start on Thursday cause that's when the majority of the drama happened.  So all throughout the day I was feeling miserable because the boy I am hooked on kept making me feel like the best and only girl in the world.. but that's not what was making me feel bad.  It's cause I kept remembering that I wasn't the only person.. or rather, girl.  So I pretty much shut myself down and acted like a cold hearted bitch for a good 5 or so hours from the end of my jazz appreciation class until the end of English.   Half way through the day, I had a break down. I couldn't hold it all in anymore. I completely shattered.. we were walking down to pick up his car from his grandparent's house and by the time we drove into the parking garage of the school I was almost shaking from feeling so horrible. It hurt so much on the inside. We parked, and he asked me if there was anything that I would like to say to him, since he noticed that while we were in our philosophy class I was writing something (that something being my feelings about the situation and how "I've been patient for five freaking months" and so on and so forth.. bitching out his monster of a "girlfriend" etc etc) I was writing this backwards so he couldn't read it if he tried. But it didn't stop him from noticing that I was venting out my feelings on paper.. I asked him if he remembered what he said about his pet peeve of people who are reluctant to or don't know how to adapt to new situations, he said yes, and then I started to cry as I said.. "Well, you are kind of a hypocrite.." got out of the car and walked to the other side of the garage where I sat in a corner and sobbed.  I hate calling people out on things like that.. and it hurt a lot to just say that line. Luckily this happened between the gap in our classes and I had an hour and a half to let it all out.  But man was it painful.. I never want to feel that way ever again.. So we went to our english class and he said that he never wants to see me cry like that ever again and asks for the wristband back.  I still don't know what it means other than he has apparently made a decision. He's failed to tell me who he's chosen. (MENTAL NOTE: half hour till choir).. [Ew.. the person who just walked by smelled like rotten food and B.O.  x|  which was frankly, quite disgusting] Anyways, so he has gestured that he's made a decision, but hasn't told me his choice yet. He said that he didn't expect things to happen this way and that he wants time to plan things out. Mentally, I thought to myself "Well hell, boy I've given you five facking months to figure and plan things out. Don't you dare say that you need more time." And so I walked him to his math class and caught the bus home. I slept in on Friday morning (much needed.. got 14 hours of sleep), got up at about 1:30 in the afternoon browsed the web for a half hour or so, and then my cousin came home from his first day at Zep Solar as someone who assembles parts and we hung out for an hour, relaxed a bit and then picked up my brother so we could all drive up to Folsom where we went to the opening of the Jazz Festival there.  Holy goodness were the bands and choirs that performed amazing. Then on Saturday we all went to the competition portion. I sat and listened to at least 11.5 hours of jazz. It doesn't sound tough, but it was exhausting. Almost 12 hours of music in one day is kinda crazy.. especially if you're with an annoying aunt who treats you like you are 10 years old.  Facking embarrassing too. So saturday was all about the jazz competitions. Then on sunday I met up with my parents again, we went to an awesome asian market, then went out to sushi (Oh eM Gee.. so delicious 0.0). Then drove home in our new van. It's pretty rad. Anywho, I better run.. I have class.. but I'll be back. =]

peace, love and all that jazzz <3

Just Keep Swimming

Yet again, I am here in the SRJC library at one of the computers on the second floor waiting and listening to Pandora. Yay dubstep =] W00T! Mario Bro's remix with dubstep sounds wicked. Again, I really want to go clubbing.  It just sounds like so much fun.. Heather said she'd take me along the next time she went to the city. 

Thoughts running through my mind:

1. Yay for purple =]
2. My friend is getting here within the hour so I am looking forward to that
3. I wish that I could change the color for the numbers as well as the letters.
4. Win! I can  highlight :D
5. I'm kind of sleepy, but not, because if I was given the place and chance, I could fall asleep, but I'm also really awake. Maybe it's the lack of food that is doing that.. who know's.
6. I wish that I had a laptop because I would rather be doing this with my back to the wall where no one had the slightest chance of peeking at what I was doing.. even though this isn't something I should really worry about people seeing. I just don't like knowing that someone could possibly be behind me and reading over my shoulder.
7. I want to dance the night away feeling completely free and unjudged
8. Mmm.. I like this song. (Mental note: remember "PANTyRAiD") it's interesting.
9. He is going to be here in a half hour.
10. I dressed up and didn't put on a sweater or hoodie just to see if he notices/comments
11. It's freaking cold outside. Thank you library for having heaters.
12. This used to be my favorite number...
13. I wonder what is on everyone else's mind..
14. Gah.. the computer keeps freaking out on me and wont let me make a new freaking playlist on Pandora. Dumb computer stop freezing! I know you can do more than two things at one time!
15. He should be here soon.. I am looking forward to seeing his beautiful face
16. I need to read the first chapter of my Jazz Appreciation book or else I'm sunk for today's class
17. This song is incredible, but so hectic and spastic. Yay theme songs for movies. Sounds like it is from the newer Star Wars.
18. Thank you computer for doing what I want! =]
19. Note to self: Buy soundtrack to "Astro Boy" cause I just listened to one song from it and it sounds epic
20. wow.. made it to twenty. Didn't expect to do that.. but I still have time to kill before he gets here.
21. woo.. class in exactly an hour. It kinda sucks that I have two hours from when I get off the bus on tuesdays and thursdays, but I don't mind all that much becuase I generally have things I need to do homework wise.
22. Mmmmmm.. I like this song.. totally rave worthy. Hypnotic and sexy. Slow and sexy.  Did I mention that it was sexy? :P
23. This piece of gum has only been in my mouth for 45 minutes and now it is losing it's flavor? =/ *dislike*
24. Mental note: Philosophy is now in 1691 Emeritus. Yes we have tables instead of desks.. Looking forward to that.
25. I need to do a couple drawings for my art class in my sketchbook cause my instructor is going to be doing a sketchbook check soon and I need to step on that. Maybe I'll draw my brother's figure or something. Make him stand in one position for a half hour.. Might teach him some patience.
26. Ugh.. stomach, shut up. You are NOT hungry. I command you to stop growling.
27. I keep seeing people with long blondish brownish straight hair and keep thinking it's him.. =[ I just got a text from him saying that he's walking over from his grandmother's house in a moment. Hopefully they don't trap him in conversation.
28. The song that's playing sounds like it has Brittany Spears influence with saying "like that" randomly in the middle of it... I don't know. Just sounds like her.
29. Wow.. almost thirty.
30. Time to check my dA and see if I have anything now that I have made it to the big Three-Oh

Peace love and all that jazzz =]

Just Thoughts

Thank goodness for music.  It's keeping me sane right now. I think it's very unfortunate though, that I have to wait for the 3:00 bus though.  I would much rather just get on a bus now. (time for a new piece of gum.. Mmmm... real gumm... ^_^) Hmm... I need some up beat music.. something exotic, hypnotic.. erotically pulsing through my ears and down through my very core.. and Pandora just isn't doin' it for meh.. You've never let me down before.. so what's gotten into ya? O.o Why are you failing me now.. in this time of great need.  Why all the slow music? It's difficult to find things that aren't today's repetitive pop hits that still have the umph and speed that I look for. Thank you "Bond" for being there for me. It is a group of three women who all play stringed instruments that have taken classical pieces and fused them with electronic beats and whatnot. It's pretty awesome if I do say so myself. 

Lets talk about today.. (I wish I had something that I could put my feet up onto..) anyways, So I did not have the horrible shoe and sock incident that I dealt with yesterday, but my feet still hurt a little. For a completely different reason though; I'm wearing heels. I think I will wear them tomorrow too becuase my friend was telling me that I get all dressed up and then cover it up, so I might as well flaunt it a little bit while he is around. It'll make him feel better. Maybe even might sway him to choosing me over that b!tch of a girlfriend he has (sort of).  I just hope that aesthetically pleasing means wont be the way I have to convince him. Anywho, I was talking about today's events. So I get on the bus and sit next to a friend of mine, Alex, and have a quiet but pleasent ride to the SRJC, listening to music and watching the fog lift. (mental note: it is 2:30. Watch the clock). So I was enjoying the ride to school, got here and went to my art class. On monday we had a female model. Today was a different story entirely. We had a black male.  He was so exotic and powerful in his poses. The majority of them were on one leg and balancing for over 5 minutes. Crazy yes? I thought so. At one point we were doing one minute long sketches and we did at least ten of those. We would lightly sketch the pose, just capturing the essence of what it was the model was doing, then wipe it away until there was nothing more than a faint outline of what was before, and draw over it when he changed positions. It was intense, but I thuroughly enjoyed it.  It forced me to not be such a perfectionist, pushed me outside my borders and taught me how to go faster with more precision.  Overall, a wonderful class session.  I learned a lot when pushed like that. Maybe that is a lesson for me.. that I need to push myself even more with other aspects and problems or situations in my daily life. YES!! An upbeat song that isn't sh!tty :D Win freaking rawr!  (mental note: it is 2:50). So I went to my figure drawing class, then straight to choir. I placed as an Alto 1, which was cool and met a couple people in my section. I sit next to a girl named Sky who looks like an interesting character. She looks spunky and free spirited, mixed with a little gothic punk rocker. Which is all cool, I don't mind. The only thing that I did not like about today was the fact that I couldn't get into the Chamber Singers group.. that was slightly depressing. It wasn't because of my abilities, but because the class is already too full. [Gosh I want to just go clubbing right now.. so bad. I want to feel the pulse of the music rock my soul and move my feet while having the time of my life with friends].. Anyways, so I went to choir, then got food, and now I am here.. and will be leaving soon.. like, within the next 3 minutes or so. I need to go catch that bus. So I will end this now, and start my slow journey over to the bus stop where I will then take the bus and get home at 5:30. yay.. stoked. not. Anywho, I shall say goodbye.. PeaceLove and all that Jazzzzzz.. speaking of which I should read the first chapter in my jazz book.. which I don't have. I'll go get that now. PEACE

Clusterf*ck of a Drawing

So here I am again at the SRJC library.. this time there isn't any snoring woman next to me, thank goodness, but also I am kinda depressed cause that was really really funny. Well it is currently 9:00 in the AM and my friend (who I have spoken about before.. ya know, that special guy friend of mine) should be here within the next ten minutes or so.  I am excited to see him.  I haven't seen him since Thursday and I miss that boy. As you might have guessed, I am yet again killing time here. I have a feeling that this post is going to be rather short.. oh well. Anywho, I am not really thinking about much except for the fact that I have a shit load of homework to do for my english class and I lack the book.  It was completely sold out at the book store (wow, it just took me at least five tries to get the spelling right on that ("store")... =/ )Luckily I got it for $00.01 online. (crazy right?) but of course there was a $6.00 shipping fee (go figure). I hope that the book isn't the wrong one or else I'll be pissed. I mean, there was no picture of it and so I just took a bit of a gamble and decided to just go for it.  Please be the right book... anywho, so new topic of discussion.. I have a Jazz Appreciation class first this morning from 10:30-noon.. and then after that is my Intro to Philosophy class until 1:30. Then an hour and a half break happens where I get to eat, shop, browse around etc. and then I get to go to my English 1A class.. There is a love/hate relationship with that class. I love the fact that there's so much interaction and group activities, but I hate the fat homework load.  We had to write at least, five journal entries.. if not more, and do an art project where we had to look at a picture of a piece of art in the book (which I didn't/don't have, so my friend sent me a picture of it to me via text) and draw what we saw.. It was a bunch of mayhem as far as I could see. Completely random.  But I did it.. it took me so long to color it last night. At least three hours.  (thank goodness for techno and dubstep to keep me focused and undistractable (yes, that's right, where I couldn't be distracted.. Not talking about being able to keep from dying))... but I finished it. It's like a Godzilla scene where there's an alligator attacking a city who's citizens are screaming for help, which is next to a theme park that has a UFO floating above it casting down an erie greenish yellow light over a roller coaster while a super hero dude is rocketing down claiming that he will save the city... all of that is happening while Bart Simpson is sitting on a cloud posing as an angel with demon's horns and a devil's tail looking down on all of the chaos smiling and completely content.  Clusterfuck much? Anyways.. oh did I mention that this is all happening on a table? I don't think I got that far. Oh well.. It's all happening on a table. :P  (He should be here soon.. it's been 20 minutes. I know there was no parking but still, it doesn't take that long to drive down to his grandmother's house, park and walk. Laa dee daahhhh.. killing time is so much fun! -_- Oh. I'll talk about this morning. So I pulled a yesterday and slept past my alarm a half hour.. I don't know what's got me so tired. I mean, I went to bed at 11:30 last night, and I am used to hitting the sheets at past midnight.. so I slept in a half hour and then got up to take a shower and eat.. I grabbed the wrong pair of socks when I grabbed my shoes. I'm wearing the all white high top converse and I need socks that go past my ankles. I grabbed a short pair. I didn't realize my mistake until half way through the door when I sprinted back inside and grabbed a different pair of socks. I changed one of them in the car on the way to the bus stop and then when I got on the bus I realized that I LEFT THE OTHER SOCK IN THE CAR. can you say "dumbass"? I sure as heck can.  I feel like a retard for that one. And I left the other sock from the original pair I was wearing in the car too x| (*insert Homer Simpson's "DOH!" here*).  I made due and pulled the ankle sock up a bit while I was in the bathroom. I hope that holds up or else I will be blessed with a nasty blister =[ ... so I just got a text from him (my friend who I really like) and he said that he went everywhere and couldn't find one spot in any of the parking lots here around campus. School, you fail. You need more parking.. I originally thought that this was going to be a short post, but oh contrare.. it is not. It's taken a good half hour to write all of this and I have a feeling that I'll have another half hour or so to wait before my friend finds a spot, parks and walks here. I really want to go to the market that is across the street from the JC because I want to buy a pack of gum. My mouth feels weird without a piece of it.. Probably because of having gum at my side for over half a year. I think I'll go buy some... but then again my friend wanted to go to the market too .. so I don't want to go there twice in an hour.. that would just look strange. Blehh.. I am running out of things to say. I already spoke about this morning, already spoke about my classes, already spoke about the drawing for english.. what else is there to talk about that has been happening lately...? Hmm.. ok, well, I guess I will talk about what I'd like to do. I want to go clubbing soon. I've never been and it would be a blast. Out all night in the city with a bunch of friends partying it up (no drugs or alcohol) and having good clean fun while raving to crazy techno beats and strobe lights. Sounds amazing to me.. *day dreams...* A friend of mine, Heather, has told me all about how she has gone clubbing and all of the amazingness that happens.. I really want to go soon. Oh. so my leg cramped for a good five minutes last night. It was painful.. I know this is really a random post.. I appologize for that. But there's no one really reading this so why am I apologizing? I don't make sense sometimes.

Here's said drawing

The Five "W"s

WHO:   me of course..

WHAT:  Hmm... well, there's a phone in my pocket that keeps vibrating due to texts and even emails, there's a couple people around me at other computers, a random yellowish piece of paper that's sitting in this little cubicle, the woman next to me (really fat and old) is asleep in her chair and snoring loudly. I think she might have those random spurts of *I NEED TO SLEEP NOW*  and just pass out.. like, she just woke up for a couple seconds, and now is back asleep once again.. xD... the list could go on and on...

WHERE:  the SRJC library

WHEN:  (date posted above)

WHY:  I'm only here because of the fact that the bus doesn't come until 3:15 and it's about 2:30 right now.. not so stoked about that. I wish a bus would come sooner .. I mean, the last bus that came through was at 12:45 and the soonest one after that is 3:15?  Uncool man.. totally uncool. 

Time for a different color. I was gang related for the last couple paragraph-like thingies.. purple powah now!  Anywho, this woman next to me is hilarious because she keeps clicking her mouse every couple of seconds and then snoring 10 seconds (if that) afterwards.  It's so hard not to laugh out loud everytime it happens. HAHAHA.. THERE SHE GOES AGAIN!!! XD.. oh god. too funny..  Anywho, I have a feeling I'll be here until 3 on the nose due to the fact that the bus wont be here until 15 after the hour.. -_- .. I'm not looking forward to spending an hour and a half on the bus again today.

Speaking of today, I'll just tell what happened.. So my alarm wakes me up at 6 am right? Well, the Pokemon theme song started to play (awesome yes?) and so I shut that off and laid back down.  Huge mistake.  I passed right back out until my dad comes in at 6:37 to get me up.  So then I get on the bus and enjoy my time with a couple classmates from high school and then I go to my art class. Figure Drawing (also known as Art 12).  Turns out that today we were working with a nude model. I wouldn't have thought her pretty when I first saw her. Her features didn't seem all that attractive to me, but then I began to draw.. I felt the shapes and lines of her body on the page and she turned into someone beautiful. It was an incredible experience to say the least. And the fact that she is about 5 or 6 months pregnant made the experience even moreso.  It was kinda crazy because not only is this my very first actuall art class, but it's cool to be in a new environment with people that I don't know, with the skills to already do pretty well.  I went through about four pieces of 18x24" paper, and we worked with charcoal.  I think that even though I didn't take the class before (intro to drawing or something like that) I am doing really well already.  I mean, I have been drawing and doing art related things all of my life, ever since I could pick up a writing utensil, and so that puts me at the level I need to be at in order to succeed and learn a lot.  Anywho, here's one of the better drawings that I did of the skull that my instructor had out.  (Keep in mind that I only had 5 minutes to do this) --->

So we worked with the model for a long time, then I had to sprint to choir, where I sat next to one of my friends and whispered for the majority of the class while sectionals were happening.. it was all fun and interesting to hear the differences in sound when people were moved around..

Oh.. well, my time looks to be up.  I should go wait for the bus now. Thank goodness I have my philosophy book now.. and food. Yay for needing to read approximately 40 pages by tomorrow morning :D .. -_-,

Peace, love and all that jazzzzzzzzzzz..... <3

Heart Don't Fail Me Now..

Courage don't desert me.. don't turn back now that we're here.
You gotta love lyrics.  That one was "Journey to the Past" from "Anastasia"..

So, at the moment I am home, not really doing much even though I should probably be doing something.. for example, the rest of my English homework. I have to draw what I see in a painting in the English text book that I don't have. So I had my friend take a picture of it and send it to me via email.  So I have steadily been working on that one.  It's strange, but getting there slowly. And it is luckily due on Tuesday.  Which means that I have time enough to finish the rough outline and color it in somewhat decently.

Random Thoughtadge..

• Skype, you suck.. have better connections.
• I just found a mistake in one of my drawings.. uncool man.
• I wish that my nose would stop being mean to me. I don't like congestion.
• Homemade apple sauce is the bomb
• Dammit, it's Sunday >.<
• I miss him
• This drawing is kind of ridiculous.
• Yay for blue nail polish on mah toes and sparkling awesomeness on my fingertips.
• I think I want to take off what I did on my fingers and paint them with just clear sparkling polish.
• The word "polish" reminds me of Poland.
• Who the heck came up with "polish" ..?
• Mmmmm.. cereal...
• W00T! treble clef paper clips FTW

.. I think that's it... 

PEACE..(\../)

             (^_^)

             c(")(")  .... (bunny :D)

What's the Sitch?

Anyone else just randomly think about that cartoon "Kim Possible"? I don't know what triggered that one but I just thought I would mention it since it was on my mind. New topic. Yesterday. So I went to all of my classes and thought the majority of them were cool. I will enjoy my jazz appreciation class. The teacher (Bennett Friedman) is pretty amusing and laid back. Completely music driven and I like that about him. Then came the philosophy class. That too, is a class that I am looking forward to. My professor is what I would call "hip" and down to earth. He was full of humor and I can tell that this class is going to be a good one. Then came the English class. But before I talk about that I might as well tell about my day. As you well know, I took the bus to school. Three quarters of the way to school I get a message from the guy I'm completely falling for saying "I need to tell you something". That automatically set off alarms and warning bells in my head. My automatic thought was "oh no...". turns out he brought his girlfriend to school... I know right.. I was like, WTF mate? Totally uncool man.  I did not in the least bit appreciate that one. So pretty much what happened was we were planning on going to Best Buy to get him some supplies for school and then she tagged along, I said that it wouldn't be wise to meet the devil's spawn and so I hung around school while they were off meandering around the store for school things. I stuck around in the library for a good hour before class started and it straight up sucked!  I mean honestly, you don't bring your soon-to-be-exgirlfriend to school where your soon-to-be-girlfriend is. Ever.  It's a completely idiotic thing to do. So I went to my first class of the day (Jazz Appreciation) and he only made it to the last 15 minutes or so of class because he had to run his dumbass friend to his class and then literally run over to the music building.  I felt so bad that he had to take care of all these people. Including his girlfriend. Which apparently he left at his grandmother's house which is a few blocks down the street from the JC that we go to.  He couldn't find parking at the JC and so he had to literally sprint down with his buddy to his bud's class and then over to jazz app.  Again.. Uncool man.  I don't think he should have to deal with so much crap from everyone else.  He needs to learn how to take care of himself first in some situations. I just feel bad because he feels obligated to take care of everyone else first and save his own happiness for last.  Uncool man.  I mean, I am kind of the same way, but still.. if you need to get somewhere fast (especially if it is the first day of school and you need to get to class) you need to get there and tell that someone else to look at a freaking map.  You're too nice *insert name of boy I'm falling in love with here*. So what's the sitch? ... the boy.. the scheduling mess up.. the fact that I'm hungry. I think I'mma going to eat something.. yay for tofu that's made right and totally delicious!

Oh joy..

Ok. So I have been home for the past three days now and it has been quite a heart-wrenching three days. (on a side note, I really hope this bus comes soon cause 1) I'm quite cold. 2) I just want to get to the JC so I can sit in the library. 3) because my butt hurts. I don't know why though.. Cause I don't remember doing anything that'd strain it... O.o). Anyways.. Ah yes, the heart wrenching past three days. So I was up in Ukiah when my parents came to pick me up on Saturday. It was so hard to say goodbye to him. (if you don't know who "he/him" is then refer back to the previous post and you'll get the idea). I almost cried the whole way home. It was torturous to say the least. And then it's even worse because his semi-girlfriend is home from Oregon for two weeks and holy crap is this going to be one messy formal break up. (Gah! I forgot my gum >.<)I feel awful that he is in this position. I mean he has been kind of cheating on her for almost 5 months now.. But still. I don't think that there's anything I can do to help. I have already done all that I can. Half o me wants to disappear from existence and from his life, while the other half just purely roots for myself. =/ selfish much? I think so. Which is partially why I feel bad.. I just want him to be happy.. Even if it isn't with me. Ah.. The bus. Time to get warm. Anywho.. I just don't understand what is holding him back from breaking up with her. I mean, I know that she was his first, but he says that returning with me is so much better.. That I am better overall. She is awful. She wouldn't even let him ride with her up to her college in Oregon because she didn't want to put her beloved cats in the back seat of the car. I mean, COME ON! I would never do that! So what is holding him back?! I lack the understanding and it is really annoying, not to mention frustrating, and hurts like hell. But I'm falling in love with him and so I can't do anything about those feelings when they are so much more powerful than these bad feelings I am experiencing. I just wish I could do something to make it easier for him..

A Week Elsewhere

Alright. Here's the scoop. I've been slacking on posting because I am up in Finley (near clear lake). I'm with someone I care deeply for and it's has been wonderful spending so much time with him. Way better than texting from afar. Anywho, so far I've frozen my ass off in a gymnastics gym, eaten spicy ass food, made epic granola, met interesting people, and spent epic nights/moments with the one I think I'm falling in love with. Pretty amazing yes? I think so. And I have three more days with this man and his family (stoked) =]. I'm looking forward to eating at a place called "Pit Stop" where I'm told I will have a fabulous burger and malt (totally stoked! Maybe it will be like the much missed "Babe's"...). And I am going to meet his grandparents (who, I have been told, are hilarious when it comes to cooking and common conversation)... Oh my goodness. So this was completely adorable. He (the one I am staying with for the week) just played "jingle bells" on the keyboard and after he finished he looked so accomplished and happy. it was so cute!! It was just funny because he can play the intro to "My Immortal" by Evanescence.. And doesn't put out the same accomplished aura that he does when he finishes the first phrase of that song. Yet he gets pleasure out of playing Jingle Bells correctly. I don't know. It just seems odd and funny to me. And now he is learning a new children's tune. Totally adorable. And I really respect that about him. He is willing to play even the stupidest of songs to improve his playing rather than try to up the anty (sp?) to save his pride.

I think I have summed up the past few days.. Anywho.. That was the update.
Peace, love and all that jazz <3

Polka Power Gone Vocal

Holy crap is this amazing.. my cousin found this and I saw his post on Facebook.. "I'm totally gobsmacked!", as my best friend would say.  It's quite amazing really.  All of the parts match up perfectly with the original song. WOW. It's purely incredible.

Music is my sanity..

I am currently listening to the soundtrack from "How to Train Your Dragon" and I have absolutely fallen in love with it (along with the movie).  It captures the movie, the emotions, the expressions and pretty much everything that is said in the whole film perfectly.  It is exciting and thrilling to listen to.  I highly recommend this movie for anyone who enjoys a well made film.  It is easily one of my most favorite movies ever now.  I fell in love with Toothless.. and Hiccup is amazing too.  All of the characters are fully developed and you can't help but to love them all by the end.  "Thank you for nothing, you worthless reptile".  Epic movie.  Amazing soundtrack. Just all over wonderful, creative and great.

(Toothless!!! ^_^)

Foggy Mornings Are Oh-So Lovely... -_-

Random Thoughtage...
1) It's freezing outside.. not to mention inside.
2) Thank you mom for the breakfast, I really enjoyed the leftovers. I have Chinese food for lunch. Epic.
3) Screw you dad (still love ya cause you're awesome) for waking me up at 7 freaking 30 in the AM when I could have slept for a good..... 4 more hours.
4) Alex.. Why was your iPod on repeat.. I heard the same song a good 3 times in a row. You know how I could tell?  it's cause I heard the same base line for 20 minutes straight. Slightly annoying.. only slightly.
5) Kelso, (say this with a black accent) you are one heavy mother trucker.
6) Bella, I love you too, but please, I'd appreciate it if you kept your tongue off my face, your butt away from my nose, and your claws out of my chest.

.. I think that was it. I'll write more later..
(Taste the rainbow :P)

Sharing is Caring..

So I found these and thought I might as well share them with the rest of the world..

---> What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser pointers all have in common?? They were all invented by women ^_^ (go us!)

((That was just a fact that I thought I'd share with ya.. the rest are just interesting/funny/amusing things to think about that I got in an email not too long ago))

• Birds of a feather flock together.. and then they crap on your car.
• When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle.  It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself.
• A penny saved is a government oversight.
• The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.
• He who hesitates is probably right
• Did you ever notice: the Roman numerals for forty are "XL"
• If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.
• The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he or she can tell when they are really in trouble.
• There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take the time to look for it.  For example, I'm sitting here thinking how nice it is that wrinkles don't hurt.
• Did you ever notice: when you put the two words "the" and "IRS" together it spells "theirs".
• Aging: Eventually you well reach a point when you stop lying about your age and start bragging about it.
• You know you're getting old when everything either dries up or leaks.
• Long ago when men cursed and beat the ground with sticks, it was called witchcraft.  Today, it's called golf.

Embarrassed beyond belief.

Well hell.. I failed the test. I don't take failure lightly so I'm currently sobbing in the back of the van because I can't freaking stand to step out into daylight. Not only because of the fact that my face looks horrid due to the fact that I've been crying and it's disgusting, but also because I'm ashamed of myself. I did everything right except for the fact that I did not look over my shoulder when merging into a different lane. I feel like such an idiot! Such a stupid mistake! I feel like I could just hole myself up for days because it was such a noob thing to do. FML. The instructor even told me.. X| I feel like such a dumbass.. How could I fail something that I had been preparing for, for six freaking months?! I have a feeling I'm going to be beating myself down for this one for a very long time..

Testing Testing 1, 2, 3...

Alright, here's the scoop.. I'm taking my driver's license test (behind the wheel) tomorrow morning at 9:40 and I am surprised that I am not really all that nervous at all.. I mean, I find it strange only because I don't feel any anxiety whatsoever. And usually I feel really really REALLY nervous and scared about tests in general. =/ Maybe it's because I've had six months to prepare for it? Who knows. 


Anywho.. Yay, I made my very first blog. Chances are it wont be noticed at all except maybe by one person (mah BFF).  So.. I figure a little "about me" is in order... here goes nothin'... I'm Haley, some call me Halo, but whatever works for me. I am a laid back person who is super shy when it comes to new situations and new people, but feel free to talk whenever you please. I live a musical life.. I play the clarinet and the bari sax, I dance, I sang in the advanced choir groups in high school and still play and sing occasionally in my dad's polka band, and I am a fine arts person.. I draw all the time and you never see me without a pencil, paper or a book. Music and the fine arts are basically my whole life. Family and friends matter to me more than my own existence and love is my religion. I am a California girl. Born and raised here and I am happy that I live in such a beautiful area. I don't really look like a Cali girl; I am pale as can be and I hardly ever get out and party with friends, I'm not a drinker or a smoker (usually). I will leave those substances for other people to use and abuse. I am a very shy person.. I hardly ever go out with friends and I am generally too shy to approach anyone unless it will be life changing or it absolutely has to be done. Either that or I get a random burst of gumption and go for it. So I'm basically really shy and self conscious. I am big on cars and love to drive. I know how to admire a gorgeous piece of work. My dad and I have been working on a 1973 Datsun 240z and I really enjoy it. My dad also owns a '73 Chevy blazer and man does that thing own. When I turn that car on, it returns the favor. I am also more masculine than most would dare to believe. I know how to burp louder and spit farther than most males I have met, and I hate the color pink unless it applies to whatever it is I am working on or doing. I am a complete daddy's girl and proud of it. I am spoiled, not with money, but with love, laughs, epic moments and amazing food. I am a family oriented person and always will be. I have grown up with a huge family (mom is youngest of 8 siblings, and dad's family lives in both Europe and Canada). I have over 60 cousins. So family is big in my life. I like to consider myself an honest person who likes to help. I'm generally always online and so if anyone needs advice or just someone to vent to I'm someone to consider (I am known as the verbal trash can). I like making people feel better. I'm always here and willing to listen. If you have any questions feel free to ask :)


Thoughts for the day:

• I hope that what I am putting together for a friend will turn out to be successful.. in other words, I hope that he likes it.. cause it's taking me quite some time to put it all together.
• Rant for the day: my brother is such a dick.  He is disrespectful, doesn't help at all and is a complete arrogant bastard.  He is completely self centered and treats everyone else like crap.. I mean, c'mon.. he made his best friend go out and help me today while I was unloading the van while he sat down in the living room relaxing.   
• I forgot how beautifully amazing blueberries and yogurt tasted together.. so exquisite, yet so simple.
• Woot.. driver's test tomorrow morning.. in exactly 12 hours. I'm stoked. I went out driving tonight with my father and he said that I'll pretty much pass because I did everything almost perfectly.

Well, I suppose it's time to say goodnight.. Peace, love and all that jazz!