Fack

I am currently in my jazz appreciation class and today just straight up blows so far. I mean, nothing good so far has happened and it just feels down and out. My boyfriend is laying down in the back of the classroom and is upset too. I feel horrible that I can't do anything to help him. He doesn't feel himself at all, neither do I.. Fack. Today just feels icky and "blah". C'mon life.. Stop sucking like this. =/ and to top it all off, I might have to spend this weekend at home again because of the fact that two of my cousins are coming over and I feel obligated to spend time with them. The older of the two somewhat idolizes me and I am the only one thats related to her via blood and family that can really connect to her. I would feel like such a biatch if I left to spend the weekend with my man. But at the same time I just want to say "screw family, I'm gonna go be with the one I love". I am torn. And it hurts quite a bit. Awe.. He's sleeping.. It's a good thing that he is because he seemed so exhausted earlier today. [old man in the front row: STFU! No one else is laughing at the video that's playing, and it really isn't funny at all!!] I might have to go wake him up when the movie is over. Oh. He just woke up. Good for him. He needed the sleep. Ugh! I thought that the movie was over >:( I just want to get out of here. It's a bit of a mundane class. Dang it! I don't want to sneeze! Aweh.. He's asleep again. I feel bad that I can't help him :( nay 20 more minutes.. I can make it.. I hope. Ew. No sneeze, I refuse to let you go. I wish I could help him.. Because if he felt better, I would. Oh god. His phone just went off. Time to change it to silent. Or I could just turn it off. That was kind of embarrassing cause I am the closest to his backpack and it just played the Dragon Ball Z theme song. Which lasted a ridiculously long time. An embarrassingly long time. =/ I just turned it off. The whole dang phone is going off! Thank god. The movie is over