Cramps, You Irritate Me.

It is St. Patrick's Day, so I think I should write in GREEN! So yeah, today is a nifty holiday, and soon it will be my spring break which I am really looking forward to.  I need the break for sure.  Update on the last week or so - Had a bit of a HUGE MOTHER TRUCKER fight with my boyfriend that lasted a week, but now things are ironed out and we came to an accord.  It was quite the cry fest though, which wasn't fun.  And not to mention painful.  But it's over now and we came to an agreement, which I am very thankful for.  Oh, speak of the devil.. he's here, but trying to find a parking spot in the garage on campus.. if he doesn't, it means that he will have to park at his grandparent's house which is down the street a couple blocks from the school.

Random Thoughtadge:

• I kinda want to do this in lime green, cause it's just that bada$$
• He found a spot =]
• This was the very first color on my braces :P
• Why did Kenji come to mind? O.o
• Cramps: go suck my non-existant left nut.
• Why wont I just bleed already?! Dx
• I'm going to go to a place today called Planned Parenthood to get birth control.. finally.
• There's a lice outbreak at my elementary school.. I'm paranoid.
• A midget just walked past me
• Yay.. two midterms today.... -_-
• It feels like time is moving really slowly, but also really fast at the same time
• Oh, got a text

Time to go.
Peace love and all that jazz.. and a Happy St. Patrick's Day too =]

Fack

I am currently in my jazz appreciation class and today just straight up blows so far. I mean, nothing good so far has happened and it just feels down and out. My boyfriend is laying down in the back of the classroom and is upset too. I feel horrible that I can't do anything to help him. He doesn't feel himself at all, neither do I.. Fack. Today just feels icky and "blah". C'mon life.. Stop sucking like this. =/ and to top it all off, I might have to spend this weekend at home again because of the fact that two of my cousins are coming over and I feel obligated to spend time with them. The older of the two somewhat idolizes me and I am the only one thats related to her via blood and family that can really connect to her. I would feel like such a biatch if I left to spend the weekend with my man. But at the same time I just want to say "screw family, I'm gonna go be with the one I love". I am torn. And it hurts quite a bit. Awe.. He's sleeping.. It's a good thing that he is because he seemed so exhausted earlier today. [old man in the front row: STFU! No one else is laughing at the video that's playing, and it really isn't funny at all!!] I might have to go wake him up when the movie is over. Oh. He just woke up. Good for him. He needed the sleep. Ugh! I thought that the movie was over >:( I just want to get out of here. It's a bit of a mundane class. Dang it! I don't want to sneeze! Aweh.. He's asleep again. I feel bad that I can't help him :( nay 20 more minutes.. I can make it.. I hope. Ew. No sneeze, I refuse to let you go. I wish I could help him.. Because if he felt better, I would. Oh god. His phone just went off. Time to change it to silent. Or I could just turn it off. That was kind of embarrassing cause I am the closest to his backpack and it just played the Dragon Ball Z theme song. Which lasted a ridiculously long time. An embarrassingly long time. =/ I just turned it off. The whole dang phone is going off! Thank god. The movie is over

Holy Guac!

I feel like writing in purple =] So I have another 20 minutes left until I head home. I ditched out on my art class, and went to choir. It was interesting today because we got into six groups of different voices (a couple sopranos, altos, tenors and bass's in each group), and took turns singing sections of a song we are doing (A French Collage). We did this until each group got to sing every little section of the piece.  I thought it was pretty cool. The only complaint that I have about it was that I got stuck next to a former classmate of mine who can't for the life of her hit anything even remotely high and made the group I was in sound a bit trashy and off key.  But other than that I thought it was a cool experience.  Sounds like the boyfriend is done with his math. time to post this =]

Peace, love and all that jazz

Schoolness.

Bet you can't guess where I am.. the SRJC library once more. I am skipping my art class today because 1) I don't really want to go, 2) I don't have the proper material to paint on, 3) Today just doesn't feel right for it.  The break for my figure drawing class is at 10:30, about an hour, and so I need to get out there in 45 minutes (roughly) so I can meet my boyfriend. I tried looking for him in the library, but I couldn't find him and so I thought I might as well kill time in here and just type my heart out about practically nothing. Fun right?! .. no. I wish he had his phone, so then I would be able to contact him and find out where the heck he might be rather than just putzing around like some idiot looking lost. Meh... I suppose I could do my English research.. I think that'd be smart.  And not to mention productive.  Bleh... So last night I did not get any sleep whatsoever. I mean, like, less than an hour it seems like. I kept waking up and looking at the clock, completely terrified that I would sleep in unintentionally and miss my bus. Anywho.. time to do research and get outta here. I'll write later =]

Peace, love and all that jazz.

Tick-Tock..

I have another half an hour or so in  the library.. I am waiting for my boyfriend to get out of his ridiculously hard math class and so I have been just putzing around online for the past hour or so, playing games and whatnot.  That powerpoint presentation that I had been putting off for the last two or so weeks.. I finally did it today and aparently I did a really good job on it because I got an A+, which I am proud of, but I feel bad because my boyfriend went right after me and did a great job, yet he only got a C-. I don't get it. Anywho, he's out of class.

Peace, love and all that jazz

This Week..

I just arrived at school, hanging out in that one place I always tend to be while writing these posts, and I am waiting for my boyfriend to get here so I can kiss his lovely mouth hello. He sure is quite the kisser.. I gotta hand it to him.. And he's amazing overall. (gawd, I wish that there were more private places for computer usage so I didn't have so much distracting me.. I can hardly keep a straight thought in my mind for over a minute.) Purple and black together look so cool!! :D  New topic.. So I get a panic text from my man yesterday and it turns out that his mom's van is fried.. A bunch of dramatic crap happens and the original plan is to have him borrow the Subaru that my family has for the week or until his family can afford to get the part needed to fix the car, and actually fix it.  Last night at around 6:30, he calls and things change. He and his parents said that they weren't comfortable taking the car for a week and so instead of doing that, he's staying over at my house for the week. :) I'm pretty happy about that one, but I feel bad for his carpool buddy.. cause he's stranded at home all week long and can't get to any of his classes. I hope things work out for him. But I can't deny the fact that I am stoked about my boyfriend staying over for a long time. [exciting much? Heck-to-the-freaking-YES MUCH!] Uh-oh. I forgot to put on deoderant .. good thing my boyfriend's little sister gave me a mini, travel sized one. I'll go use that here in a minute. Oh! He is about 5 minutes away.. I'mma going to use that amazing little stick of good-smelling-ness and hit the bathroom.. time to log off and go out and meet him =] <3

Peace, love and all that jazz 

Can You Say "Dumba$$" ?!

I feel like writing in a purple today. It matches my shirt. =) Anywho, so today in my English class, there was this one dude.. let us call him Punk.  So Punk here, was doing a powerpoint presentation and his thesis was that gay people should not have the right to marry.  I wanted to slap a hoe the second that I saw the title page. All throughout the presentation, he said "like" probably around 100 times. Mind you, this whole thing was only around 5 minutes long.  It was absolutely pathetic. By far, the worst powerpoint presentation that I have ever seen in my entire life (which is saying something cause I've seen some pretty bad ones in my time) ... He had absolutely no idea what he was talking about, every statement he said pretty much contradicted itself and it sounded like it was written for him by his mommy. Like I said.. abso-freaking-lutely pathetic. P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C! .. Yeah, lets just say it was bad.

Anyways, it's time to go. Dinner time with my boyfriend and his family =]

Schoolio-Coolio Man..

Up in the SRJC library once more, with about half an hour to kill before I take the bus home. I am really glad that I decided not to finish the book that I am reading (Heaven and Earth, Nora Roberts) because that means I have something to read while I'm enduring the hour and a half ride home (*dislike*) [Insert random topic change here] So, some of my nails are kinda warped and I have no idea why they do that. It's kind of annoying really.. having every one of them be flawed in some way or another.. and no matter what I do, they're still warped and bent. I don't like it. Something else that bugs me a lot is the fact that my middle finger nail on my right hand broke about an hour ago while I was opening the container for my lunch. Annoying? Very. It means that I will need to cut every nail back to a much shorter (and undesired) length..  It is currently 2:47 PM and wait.. 2:48 now. My bad.  I am thinking about multiple things, as you may notice by my frequent topic and color change. I just feel slightly rainbowish today.. to play up the attraction and just fool around a bit.. This weekend I plan on heading over to my boyfriend's house and spending a day or two there. It should be nice because I haven't spent a weekend with him since the Valentine's Day weekend. I miss him like crazy, but I get to see him tomorrow which I am stoked about. =] And now for something completely different! JK, it's just green.. I have about 10 ish minutes left until I should get going to catch the bus. Darker green... (ooohhhhhhhh.....) so the topic that coordinates with this color is about tomorrow.. I have to do my powerpoint presentation for my English class.. Not stoked in the least bit. I hate being in front of an audience.. Loath it.. with every fiber of my being. My boyfriend thinks that we should go on a bike ride this weekend. But the only problem is that according to the forecast, it's supposed to really rain this weekend up at his place. I don't like riding in the rain at all.. it's just not smart. And not to mention really wet and cold.  Oh it's three o'clock.. I should wrap it up. I'm kinda bummed that I didn't get to go through all the colors that I wanted, but oh well.. getting home is way more important.  So I suppose this is goodbye for now, I promise to be back later on.. probably over the weekend at some point, but tomorrow, I think it's a little unlikely, unless I just go up to my boyfriend's place with him and don't take my own car.  (I'd be writing out a blog entry during the two hours where he has math class from 5-7 PM just to kill time.)

anywho.. Peace, love and all that jazzz <3