Lonesome..

I feel like writing in purple.. and in this new awesome font. Which is indented. So yeah, I'm at the JC library yet again, and I feel really lonely. I wish that the computers here had built in cams so I could talk to my bestie that I seriously miss.. I haven't seen her face in what feels like months. But it's probably only been a couple weeks at most.. *sigh* I guess I'm writing in purple cause for as long as I've known her, it's been her most favorite color everrrr.. Gah.. Anywho.. That's what's bugging me. Man, I'm thinking about skipping out on choir too and just taking the early bus home so I can get there around 2 pm, which would be nice and better than 5, not to mention it'll look like I went to some classes. I wish it were Friday. I am going to see 30 Seconds to Mars on Friday in San Jose and I am stoked =] it's gonna be so rad. Then I'm spending the night there, and winging the whole rest of the weekend. Awesome right? I think so. Man, I really should be working on my essay that's due in a couple weeks. It's supposed to integrate every single essay that we've worked on so far in class and I have to use every single reading that we have written so far.. which means that the whole thing is going to be about 15-20 pages in length when I'm finished. Straight up sucks yes?!  Haha.. check this out.. ok, so the girl next to me just opened a can of cashews.  And this isn't just a small can either, it's a HUGE A$$ CAN of nuts. I don't know if it seems funny to anyone else, but I thougth it was pretty humorous. And every couple of seconds, I hear a soft crunch :P Man I'm bored. I think that I'm going to look up artists and their works of the human body so I can replicate it myself for my Art 12 final.. (20 mins later), Ok, I'm over that. I'll just look it up when I'm at home. Faster that way.. I wish that I could be either at home where I could talk to my best friend who I wont see in person for another couple months, or with my love.  Bleh, this is just random all over the place today. But I am too lazy to switch colors every time I think of something new to type. Oh fat yawn.. I'm feeling kinda dead-beatish. Fun stuff right? I feel like leaning over and asking for a couple of those cashews now.. kinda munchy.  I'm also thinking about going across the street and getting a coffee.. even though I'm not really a coffee type person on a normal day-to-day basis. But a mocha, oh oh .. a carmel mocha, sounds quite fantastic right now. Along with a night of love. But that's a different story that I really don't want to get into at the moment.. or ever really, with people that just might happen to read this. Ughh.. I have a whole hour before my choir class starts.. I've decided to go, though I really don't want to. I just want this semester to get over and done with. I need you summer!!! oh, it's 11:11.. make a wish. *wishes for school to be easy and fast so summer can get here sooner*.  Time to go browse around in the library on the 4th floor for a piece of artwork I can use for my final in my figure drawing class.

Peace, love and all that jazz homies.