Clueless?

Oh where to start.. I am tired, but not in a bad way. I had a moderately good weekend - a few boyfriend scuffles - but all is well now. There's generally a fight in the kitchen because I'm strict in my ways of going about everything in the kitchen and dining room.. Including which side of the sponge to use on each and every pan used, or whether or not to use soap on some (aka: iron frying pans. Huge taboo!). All of this talk of kitchen things is making me hungry. I've had a bowl of cereal, a bite of a blueberry scone, and a few bites of leftovers from last night's dinner - schnitzel with red cabbage and a potato salad. Delicious, but not enough to feed two mouths. I am highly annoyed with myself at the moment due to my lack there of headphones that I ended up accidentally leaving on my dresser this morning. I won't have any music to listen to while I wait for the bus home or while I'm on the bus going home.. tisk tisk Haley.. The use of my first name reminded me of my middle name, which then reminded me of how in the world I could incorporate it into a child's name that also fits a specific last name. I don't know how I could use "Ellen" in the next generation of my family. I have a feeling that none of my cousins or other generation members will be brave enough to incorporate it like it's been in the past three generations. My great Grammy Ellen, one of my grandmother's sisters had the name in there somewhere, my aunt Mary Ellen and my name: Haley Ellen.. Any ideas anyone? Well, I need to get outta here. Peace out.